// What I’ve done//
Everyone would have had the chance to screw their lives over. The difference is just the intensity of the outcome. Sometimes you want to do things w/o thinking. In other words, screw your life over. You want to do things you might regret just to feel the thrill. But you forget the outcome. Regrets flow in, naturally, but no amount of regret can fix the situation. You cannot change the past, so you can only try to mould the future. There’s no point of harping on what has happened. Yes, it hurts but one fine day things will get better. Regrets are normal. We’re human, we make mistakes. We apologize, we change.
I wouldn’t expect myself to be caught in a situation like that but I ended up in one. Some things that are meant to teach you a lesson may not necessarily be a pleasent experience.